Okay, so this is my second post, and well let’s face it, i took a while to create this…
The reason is, my last post said that I would use this blog for motivation and i “claimed” that I would start a 7-day raw challenge.
The real reason behind this was to kick start my weight loss, and I was hoping that by creating this blog, I would have the motivation to do so.
But I soon learned that it doesn’t work like that. I have been struggling with my weight loss for a while now. I was only 10 lbs away from my goal weight about 2.5 months ago, and then I fell off the wagon.
I have recentently gained 20 lbs since then. Yep, that’s right, 20 lbs in 2.5 months. How did I do that? Well, that’s easy…food…lots and lots of food.
I just feel so discouraged now, and everytime I try to make healthier choices, I just end up bingeing at night. It’s like body over mind…not mind over body.
So i’m in a bad place right now. I have no motivaton, and I am searching to find it every day. If anyone is reading this right now, please feel free to leave some tips. My prom is in 2.5 weeks. I know there is no drastic weight loss solution, but I just want to feel confident again, and aim to lose at least 3-5 lbs.
Sorry that this post is sort of a “downer” but its the truth. And i figured that if I don’t start admitting my challenges now, I’ll never be able to meet my goals.
xoxo Britt